Rest for the Restless

Sometimes I am so tired

Dead tired

Insomniac tired

Haven’t had enough sleep tired

So tired, that I could sleep for days.

Mostly I don’t do it.

Don’t want it

Cannot admit it

Sleeping is not it

I am not that much into it.

Because I am always restless

Restlessly thinking

Restlessly doing

no rest needed

I move forward pleasing my restless self.

But is it pleasure?

Is it making things any better?

Or is it an unhealthy habit of me?

One that’s sucking up all my energy?

What if I would stop it

and just simply rest for a little bit?