Not Funny

Most of my jokes are not even funny

Most of the time my laughter is hiding up my tears

Most of the days I do my best to feel something at all

Most of my weapons mean to destroy my inner wall

But i also make you cry

You would ask yourself why

You would be so sad and tearful

but nevertheless make me hopeful because

as long as you are there

listen to me and care i might still be alive

and someday just feel right.