Am I lost or am I found?
Do you define who I am?
Look in my eyes
Look at my soul
Look at my body
Listen to my voice
Listen to my questions
Listen to my answers
Do actions speak louder,
Than the words from my voice?
Has my role changed?
If so was it my choice?
Can my minds eye, see the periphery
In the shadows lurks a threat maybe
Chemical warfare on my identity
Collateral damage, control or free
Is my image in my heart or in my soul
Or just in my mind is that the whole?
Has my judgement gone for a stroll?
Is it a secret am I aware of my goals
What do you do? How do you address,
If I should turn up wearing a dress?
Would you judge and decide I transgress?
Would you discuss or demand re-dress?
Is variation permanent or a flash in the pan
Will it revert or can I draw up a plan
Transition a factor, ingredient of life
Progression at speed multiplies strife
Change is inevitable part of design
My personality is on a time line
Fluctuates from time to time
Not just a point, maybe past it’s prime
Love of my family ingrained as no other
Around a core of kindness to others
Don’t forget the constant is always there?
Does that define me? Is it now rare?
The story I tell is purely my own
With anecdotes that peers have shown
I do not preside over comrades situation
Walk our own path unique navigation
Compulsive, obsessive that we compare
Self determination may still be there
Even if grasping it is tricky and rare
No-one can help unless we can share